Well.. so far so good in a way in my program of university.

I have been pulling all nighters like mad, but I still manage to do all my work somehow.. and I guess I'll jsut upload the projects that I find that is okay to be upload to the public. Overall. a sad and happy life.

On the bright side, I have been getting lots of goodies since university; I got a new phone, 13" macbook pro, and tons of other stuff too~ =3 and a huge amount of money to pay for every year. And in my program, all students get to receive CS4 for ....FREEE!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! My life will be so much easier now.

Design is now my major thing, so most works will be, well... design works rather than the fanworr and manga/anime stuff I planned to do in the past.


Will update once in a while nowadays.

Ahhh so happyyy now!!!

I got a university acceptance...first choice too... and pretty fast! They said that early acceptance is April but I got it already~~ and it was only 2 weeks ago for the interview~~ I feel so much more relaxed now~~

I am planning to submit design pieces like I mentioned before and some manga/anime art that I have been practicing on during class which I have never submited yet for DA.

Going to go and do a happy dance~~!! *hops off*

nothing much really.. just felt like updating journal

ummm...yay march break soon... and university acceptance is still being slow.....

I have alot of plans and stuff I want to do but I am always too lazy...

yea..

[ And I know that this is a very pointless journal..]

okay...I'm happy that my portfolio stress is almost over. I have finished 2 interviews/tests for university and I have one more to go and I am free. But I still feel depressed about life.

I am completely lost in my life. I don't understand why I am even doing certain things anymore. [sometimes I think I don't deserve to live...]I hope that this dellusional mental issue is solved soon. =X

If anyone asks whether I am going to post my portfolio works, then I am going to say no. I am very paranoid with my design works now. I would post things up that I consider to be not very important. I might show to people I know...about 10% of the portfolio anyways

I am also pretty stressed with school now and with one more interview to go and I will free...as if!

Hello~~~ I am not dead. ...

On second thought I am going to upload whatever I want but without updating the journal because I am busy with exams (for now), school, and most importantly, my portfolio, which I am currently blasting through because I am in a lot of stress and mental pain. >.<"

I am suppose to be studying for my english exam for tomorrow, which I very scared about, and I am typing a journal for my DA because I need to relax from the stress. xOO

And some plans for later on after everything I mentioned above is over:
-graphic design>> I need opinions about my pieces xP
-some fashion design>> would make the clothing and take pic of.
-food>> going to make some stuff and take picture at an "interesting" point of view
-and....can't think of anything else for now

*jumps back into her pile of work, stress,and evilness* x((